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Lyn
  • Current Music
    Robbie Williams- Feel
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REMINDER: My journal is mostly friends only now. If you would like to be added, feel free to leave a msg here or email me at obsessedblonde@hotmail.com. Thanks!
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Written at 2:08am....

Okay, LJ isn't going to work, so i'll write it now and post it when I have a chance.

This was a thoughtful day for me, despite the fact that I was insanely busy (what else is new?). All day my mind was toying with the same question as last night. It makes me so frustrated that I dont know what to do, or how to fix things for myself and the ppl involved. Sigh. Im sick of being the drama queen with all these dilemmas.
Being here, at my parents house, reminds me of all the reasons I so badly wanted to move out. I was the child who was always packing her suitcase and threatening to run away. Gemoftheday knows why. Thats the main factor in why I did, and continue to, spend as little time here as possible. Fortunately, work and friends keep me busy, so Im technically here, but not here, if that makes any sense. Most of the time Im packing a bag to stay somewhere else for the night, or Im out late. Hectic, but necessary, by some standards
Tomorrow is also going to be busy
1. Get up at 8am, find things for tomorrow night, shower, get ready for work.
2. Go to work, scheduled for 10am to 2pm
3. Call mechanic, try to get appointment for sometime between 2:30-4pm
4. Go to mechanic if above mentioned appointment is scheduled
5. Go drive self crazy at mall while trying to select remaining Xmas gifts
6. Come home, wrap gifts
7. Get ready for party, shower, return phone calls
8. Go to party
9. Get wasted :) (Hey, I deserve it!)
  • Current Music
    Enya- Carribean Blue
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Sometimes I wonder about myself. I just realized yesterday that I hadn't changed my answering machine message from last weekend that said that I'd gone away or the weekend. People must think I'm on crack.
  • Current Music
    The Brothers Johnson- Strawberry Letter 23
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So, I think I totally kicked ass on that exam. I wrote awesome notes, and knew almost all of the answers immediately. There were only a few that I really had to think about. Go me!I showed up 15 minutes early, and when me and a few friends walked into the corridor where our exam was being held, there was a LOUD, continuous alarm going off. I guess they turn on security alarms on the weekends. We waited ten minutes, hoping that it would continue and we would be forced to postpone the exam. When the alam stopped for about 10 second, all you could hear was ppl cursing, myself included. It was amusing. Then it started again. Finally, campus police had to come shut it off. It always amazes me the amount of mistakes on the exams themselves. They pointed out two errors before the start of the exam that were critical to responding correctly. I also noticed four spelling/grammatical errors while doing the exam. You'd think that a Linguistics department would be more consciencious about things like that. I thought it was bizarre. Anyway, error-ridden or not, I think I did well. I'm going to relax for a bit and then start Stats...test Monday.
  • Current Music
    U2- Suspicious Minds
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After over a dozen Fruit By the Foot, two cups of hot chocolate, an orange, a cup of apple cider and two packs of gum, Im done studying fo the exam that now seems way too close. I have to get up in a hour and a half, look over my notes and get my ass to school by nine. I chose to do this exam even though its optional because I do NOT want to end up writing an exam worth 50% of my grade. Ive had no life tonight, except for studying nd consuming ridiculous amounts of fruit snacks in my ghetto girl wear (piled sweats, oversized sweatshirt and backwards baseball cap). Lookin good. I will be sooo happy on Tuesday, when I wont have to worry about exams until January. Gilligans Island is on, and Im going to bed, gnight all.
  • Current Music
    Lenny Kravitz- Fly Away